Well I went to Supanova today for Saturday Supa. even though I had fun, it was so not worth the 40 bucks I spend on a weekend ticket. I was rudely woken by Julie in the morning, not even ASKING me if I wanted to go to Supa, and asking me when I'm going in, when she knew I didn't really wanna go. Not only that, she arrived here with with her ex. As soon as that happened, I regretted all the decisions I made, specially the one of going to Supa. I get to Supa, I decided to cosplay Moka rather then Agito/Akito since I have FAR to many...enemies to avoid and they all managed to find out one way or another who I was going as, so I switched at the last minute. Thank god I didn't run into anyone. I hadn't taken my medication either, so I was very moody, jumping from happy to cranky to nervous to cranky...I knew I needed to be watched all day, and so I warned Julie, who was the one who fucking got me to go and wanted me to walk around with her, since apparently she wasn't gonna be hanging out with anyone else. We get there, and she's missing in minutes, and ends up spending the day with Wolfy, whom she specifically said she wouldn't spend the day with. In the line, she fucking ran off and cut the line with him and left me there "alone". I'm thankful Kat was there to stay attached to me all day. Even though she was with me, I was still highly stressed and nervous, I was never once comfortable. I tried to run from A to B and could not stand being in one place for long in case someone spotted me... I ended up getting really stressed out and having a smoke to try and calm myself down from my nerves. After a while I found it wasn't working and gave my girlfriend a call, after a few tries she finally had her phone turned on, so I was able to cool down slightly after talking to her. There was nothing to buy, nothing to see, the place was packed with people, the whole place was disorganized, nothing was worth the money I paid to go there. So thus, I'm not going tomorrow. I don't even wanna risk running into people who will upset me as much as they do. Nor am I risking going there with Julie and having her sit in one spot chatting and running off on me.

In short, I had a shit day. The only good thing was when I left with Kat, and my stress dropped considerably. Although when I got home, my stress grew thanks to my computer having problems (again) and Alex not being on when I really needed her to calm me down, so I distracted myself by taking lots of photos with Kat. Finally my beloved came on...I'm feeling calm now, but I'm still...upset